Moon That Embraces the Sun

It's a fictional-historical K-Drama.
In fact, it's a sad one.
Especially episode 5, the one I'm watching right now.
DAMMIT, IT'S SAD. IT MADE ME CRY, AND MY THROAT HURT.
My heart hurts inside. ;_; Why do I keep going towards sad dramas?
Episode 5 - Dramafever

Crazy Little Brother

No, I'm not kidding.
Wait.
It's either he has mental issues, stress, or anger issues.
Maybe all of them? It's quite possible.
One minute he's all ---->

And the next ---->

.....I'm pretty sure I've already complained about this.

But whatever.

I can't harm him anyway. He's a vicious, corrupted, little scheisse of a monster.

He's still my little bro though.

Eh.

What am I doing here anyway? I'm supposed to be doing my homework...

Presidential Election 2012

OBAMA IS RE-ELECTED!
People are seriously going nuts. I'm watching the coverage right now.
Like whoa.

But in the Romney Headquarters, it's so quiet.
Man, I can feel the disappointment emanating from the T.V.

*Sigh*
Well, let's hope Obama can do better this term.
Hope is scarce in this era.

Welcome back. Let's do better.

EVACUATION TIME!

:D
YEAH! (You can tell I've gone insane. Maybe.)
As for how long, I don't know. Probably until Tues., maybe.
Good luck, fellow New Jersey-ans.

Hurricane Sandy~

Or rather, tropi(cal)-noreaster storm hybrid. Whatever the news were calling it. Anyway, I was watching the news, and they said that if "hurricane" Sandy was to stay on its track towards inland, New Jersey would be hit. That means either EVACUATION TIME or stay at home with supplies. It also means no school. Possibly. However, if the storm was to swerve outward to sea/ocean, the weather wouldn't be as bad. I guess school will go on as usual too.
GAH.
;_;

Oh. Right.

I want to say hi to people in Alaska, U.S., and Brazil.
Thanks for at least looking at my posts. It feels nice just knowing that people take even a second of their time peeking at them. Sorry for not going on as much.
(╯︵╰,)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I JUST WANT TO CRY INSANELY SO BADLY.
I REALLY WANT TO RELIEVE MY STRESS, BUT THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO!
I.....I JUST CAN'T DO IT.
Sometimes, I wonder why I'm still living.
I just....
I just want to live peacefully.....
*sob*

Oh Yeah.

Just one more thing.
The anpan curse is over because I'm busy with being a sophomore.

My Little Brother is Abusive to Me.

Why am I using the word abusive?
Because he's not just a bully, he f**king physically hurts me. He hits me and even makes my skin bleed. What kind of brother is he?!

Pokemon Creed

Hey guys!
Have you tried this yet?
It's a free, online Pokemon RPG.
Yes, I have even tried it myself.
I'm just a newb though, haha....
So, click the link and/or banner or whatever, and register!
Oh, and if you make a clan, give me a call!
I'll join!
Pokemon Creed

Just Something Simple

It seems my baby cousin has died.
Or at least, that's what grandpa says.
I don't trust him.

ANPAN CURSE (4)

ANPANANNY

Man, I love Gintama.
Too bad the anime ended though.
At least the manga's still going.
ANPAN FOREVER!!!!!!

I am bored.

Sick.

I was sick yesterday (and some of today). Sorry for not posting often. You know, stuff with Tinierme and DeviantArt keeps me away a lot.

ANPAN CURSE (3)

ANPAN NEKO~

It says anpan a lot.

Seme Uke Quiz

So.
I took this test lots of times, and every time I'd get:

Innocent Uke
.
.
.
WHY?
Even when I tweak the answers a little or do it honestly, it's always innocent uke!
.
.
.
But I like the theme song, Smile Ichiban ii Onna by An Cafe.
Dammit.


SemeUke Test/Quiz
Theme Song: Smile Ichiban ii Onna by An Cafe

ANPAN CURSE (2)

AAAAAAAANNNNNNNNPPPPPPPPAAAAAAAANNNNNNNN
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

XD Haha, I love Yamazaki's (Gintama) anpan sparking fits!

Cafe Rouge

So.
I was playing this free otome game online called Cafe Rouge. It has like a few chapters, and the name always change like Cafe Rouge 2. I don't know if I should call this a different game altogether, but they're just continuations from the last one. Kinda good game, if I do say so myself. The fourth installment will come out July 23 (I think).

Cafe Rouge 1

It's high quality, considering it was free and online.
By the way, if you're a fantasy lover and/or romance lover (like myself) you'll like this game.
Play Cafe Rouge (1)

ANPAN CURSE (1)

I'm doing this because I'm bored. This is a reference to Gintama's Yamazaki's..uh...love for anpan. You knew that, right?

(By the way, I've installed a fish feeding thing on my blog, so feel free to play with them.)

Starring a new anpan pic everyday.

It says anpan like, a lot of times in Japanese.

BDSM Test

o_e
O-kay....So I took one and I got:
61% Dominant
21% Submissive
21% Sadist
0% Masochist
.....Nice. I always knew I'd get something like that!
OkCupid BDSM Test
I might just take another test/quiz of some sort. I do quite enjoy them.

I GIVE UP. (and happier news~)

*dramatically coughs up blood*
I....need my yaoi....I give up.....
I'll read some.....in moderation.

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH BLOODY FRICKIN' D*** THIS ALL TO HELL!!!!
I GIVE UP ON THIS NO YAOI THING!!!!!

~(>_<~)
UUOOOOHHHHHH--! BLEARGH *dies from throwing up blood*
.
.
.
. So, the happier news.
Aunt is coming to Philly, and we live near so we can see her!
Yay! Anyway, I think that's it......

Withdrawal.

*sob*
I'm going through yaoi withdrawal...
I WANNA GO READ YAOI~
I MUST READ YAOI, OR ELSE I WILL UNLEASH THE ANPAN CURSE EVERYDAY (starting tomorrow)!!!
(I might still do it anyway, 'cause I have nothing else to do, lol)

Anguish.

GAH.
I'm still in semi- pain and embarrassment over my (fairly) recent obsession liking for.....
Wait for it.....
YAOI.
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I wanna die.....But I CAN'T HELP MYSELF.
I HATE YOU YAOI FANGIRLS!!!!!!!!!

DDDDDDIIIIIIIIIEEEEEE YOU YAOI FANGIRLS!!!!!!!! YOU INTRODUCED THIS TO ME, AND
NOW I CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT ANYMOOOORRRRREEEEE!!!!!!
(Random pic from Google. Anime is Gintama.)

*sob* But I have an internal turmoil.......I'm so pathetic.
*cries in a corner* WHY IS MY LIFE SO MESSED UUUUUUUUPPPPP.

Zombie Loan

It's a good series, if I may say so myself. I just finished reading it (long-time favorite), and I cried.
MY HEART HURTS SO MUCH. It kinda felt like I had no more purpose in life, but the feeling was regrettably fleeting.

Here's what the series look like, just an example:

Info: Zombie Loan (It's wiki 'cause I prefer it)

Ah.

I pity my brother.
Why?
He hasn't really felt the warmth of my parents for long.
My dad changed. He's mean, and a bit verbally abusive. Before, he was nice. When he changed, he was physically and verbally abusive.
I can't protect my brother because I'm the "perfect child."
I guess he's finally off the deep end.
I hate him.
I can't understand him....
I want to grow up fast.
So I can finally leave this poisonous house.
(Mum's okay though.)
He needs help.
And I think we all do.

Hm.... That's not me though. It's by someone on DeviantArt.
(I just realized she looks like American McGee's Alice)

Goodbye, dear imaginary readers!~
 For now.

Unhappy.

I'm very unhappy.
So god**** unhappy right now.
So much so that I'm starting to consider suicide again.
Just like when I was little.
This is why smiles are not natural to me.

Ha ha ha ha....

Hello~

How are your puny, little brains everyone?
I'm bored.
So very bored, and I'm not tired at all.
Even though I only slept five hours.

Hurr hurr.

SLEEP.

Is sleep necessary? Yes it is.
I NEED TO BLOODY F***ING SLEEP. IT'S 5 'O CLOCK IN THE MORNING. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Hm.

July 4th.
What a dreadful day.
I was sick for a while.
While I was sick, I started to deduct like Sherlock Holmes. Only a little though, I must admit. Like their reasons for people's actions.
Then I gained my sanity again.
Strange how my mind works.
Did I mention that I'm a fan?
Happy (late) July 4th, everyone.

It wasn't as explosive and cool in real life. Trust me, I live there.

Oh, and I'm happy to be back again. I'm bored, after all, and I can't risk my self falling into delirium. :)
(God, I'm starting to act like him. Oh well, time to go to another old time favorite....)